Friday, April 30, 2010
Wednesday, November 2(age 16)
~ I think could start to getting better
~ Yes, its true, I wasn’t ready and too much scared of what could happen to me. I thought about things too much that I didn’t thought that I was being unselfish to others but being selfish to myself.
~ Instead of thinking about myself; I saved it for others, I placed myself on a second priority.
~ I lost myself. Now I’m looking for who I really am. Understanding my capabilities, my traits, change myself for the better.
~ Understanding and knowing more about myself are two of the different challenges that have came to me yet.
~ I'm starting anew, place myself on the starting line again.
~ Trying does hurt, but I figured you wont be able to learn and appreciate the outcome in the future if you just give up. Especially if you're just about to give up on yourself.
~ Maybe its about time for me to experience how to love and how to be in-love. I know I'm still young, but I guess if I wouldn't be able to figure that one out I don't think I'd be able to understand what it really is.
~ Maybe I'd give someone a chance to enter my heart, to ease my pain. This is the time where I just want to be happy for myself, thinking not only others but especially myself.
~ Commitment. Maybe that’s the thing that I was looking for, to change my personality from being so dark... To being happy.